"Maybe, just maybe, there is no purpose in life... but if you linger a while longer in this world, you might discover something of value in it."
Welcome! My name is Amity, and I'm happy to meet you!
21 / Female / Aquarius / INFP
I'm an aspiring writer working in the genres of both fantasy and horror!
Horror is my lifeblood and a huge comfort to me in terms of my love for it - please feel free to talk to me about it! ARGs, web series, writing, movies, games, anything is on the table!
My favorites in the genre are Resident Evil, Silent Hill, classis movies (E.g: Halloween, Friday the 13th, etc) (Also includes black and white movies!), Marble Hornets, and very many more! Feel free to ask me about specifics!
Horror is not the only thing I have a passion for, of course! I find it hard to get into anime/anime inspired things anymore but there are still a few exceptions. The biggest being Naruto currently, and RWBY.
I suffer from a few mental illnesses, including but not limited to chronic depression and anxiety disorders. Aspergers is also suspected and as such, it's not unusual for me to come off a bit awkward or word things a bit shakily. Please, if I say or do something wrong, tell me! I will never be offended and it helps me learn.
Comforts are simply characters that are currently very important to me. Once a comfort, they usually remain as such, but I tend to have a typical focus that changes at random so I'll try to keep this updated. Please note: Despite how important they are to me, I will never start drama over them. Characters are characters. Just because I cherish them does not mean I think no one else can. So please, don't be intimidated if we share comforts!
Main Comforts
Leon S. Kennedy (Resident Evil)Jesse McCree (Overwatch)
Current Focuses
Kiba Inuzuka (Naruto)Kankuro (Naruto)Orochimaru (Naruto)
Please be aware, this section may be a tad more text heavy as I have many bases to cover due to past experiences, that's all. Please bear with me.
Before You Follow
I would prefer conversations before allowing anyone to follow. That may sound a bit silly, but I've been burned far too often lately and just feel less anxiety-ridden and safer getting to know a person before letting them in. I post a lot of personal details and occasionally vents, and I like screening who can see it. (Please note, it will very likely take more than just a few back and forths before I feel comfortable!)
Please be mindful of my personality. As stated before, I have multiple disorders. No, I will not use them as an excuse and I will certainly admit when I know I'm wrong. However, I can still occasionally come off as too forward or word things incorrectly, which may give off the entirely opposite impression of what I'm trying to show. As such, please keep an open mind. If I say something that comes off wrong or even mean, tell me. It helps me learn, and it gives me a chance to try and explain what I actually meant as opposed to what it came off as.
There are times that I may go very quiet or not answer messages. This will never ever be personal - Unfortunately there are just times where I go into a severe slump usually caused by stress or depression and I need time to heal or think through things. Please be mindful of this and patient.
Please be aware that, if we get close, it is entirely possible I may ask for reassurance. I'm trying to grow and get healthier, but there are still times where my anxiety levels spike and I need to be sure I didn't do something wrong. During those times I pick up on signs that may not even exist, and as such, I get nervous. Again, please have patience with me.
Please, do not follow if:
You fit the basic dnfi criteriaYou plan on being pushy. Getting close is one thing, as I get close to people easily, too. However, I also need boundaries respected especially during episodes.You follow Peachakos/Levmillion or any of their alt accounts (on or off insta.) There are many, many reasons for this. I'm not going to go off about it here. It's something I'd rather have a respectful conversation over in DMs. Just know there are very good reasons in place for this, and this is the only time I have ever done something like this publicly. I apologize in advance if this is an issue for you, but I'm done with the stress that is continuously caused and the support given to very toxic and very disgusting/dangerous behavior.If you plan on starting drama. I used to be a pushover and to a degree, maybe I still am. However, I have grown increasingly more fed up of being a doormat and as such, I have no qualms with cutting off drama at its roots if need be. I refuse to be roped in to more stress unless absolutely necessary.
